Sunday, November 21, 2010

Hows this?

I'm wasting



Wasting away



Not my body but my soul



As I sit here on the cold hard floor



Alone



Staring up at glossy windows that match my eyes



Watching the stars



Until thoughts grow so deep that the sky turns black



And those lofty silver specks disappear



As did my ability to feel anything besides cold, scared, and departed



And thoughts turn into nightmares



As my mind drifts off to sleep



Till a devastating raindrop splashes on my chest



There's a rainstorm in my eyes



It's been like that for ages



It's about time for a drought up there



But I don't control the weather



So tears keep on rolling and there are rivers on my cheeks



Growing rapid as my eyes become dark clouds that grow and grow until their blackness leaks onto my face



And now I barely recognize the girl in the lustrous glass



With eyes glazes over



Might as well punch her reflection into a million shards



That way it could join the ruins of her soul on the ground



This girl in the mirror is so fragile



And then I realize that it's me



So come hold me



Hold me so tight that I can't feel the pain in my heart



Love me so deep that I forget how it is to feel like a lost soul wandering through empty cities so submerged in water that you're never getting anywhere



Hold me now, so close that all I can hear is your heartbeat drowning out my doubts



Save me



Love me



Catch me before I fall



Save me before I waste away鈥?Hows this?
Don't listen to the xxx person.

I wouldn't care, but I hate mindless criticism on writing. Cause to me writing is important.



I think yours better than a lot of the same type of poem people write.



But I don't think that means your depressed necessarily. Just maybe you like writing about it.



Good luckHows this?
...............going, going...............gone.
nice .....it should be in poetry section ....i hope you r not depressed or any thing....feel better. keep writing
sad but good. and so true for some of us.
wat da fack is dis sheeyat?
2 be honest i have no idea

wht iz it
It's modern and sounds like a New Yorker's poem

Questions for anybody whose ever kicked a guy in the balls or been kicked (i'm buging out about it)?

i pulled a stupid stunt on friday. i grabbed this girls chest when we got off the bus. it was mostly a dare. i ran before she could do anything, and at the time it was all pretty funny. anyway, my sister (who thinks i desrve it) found out that next chance she has, she's kicking me in the balls. not only have i never been kicked in the bals by a girl before, i've enver even been hit there. like, not even fallen on my bike or jumping a fence or anything. i'm really nerve wracked on it - if she realy does it, it'll be the first time i ever been hit in the balls. in one way, i can't immagine anything being as bad as they say it is. so i'm kind of not scared- but real scared that it is that bad. heres my questions:



1. do guys really always go to the ground? why? can it be helped? is it better to go down or to try to fight it? for how long?



2. do guys really walk funny after? why? for how long?



3. i guese what i'm really looking to know is, can you fake it not hurting so she doesn't get any satisfaction from it?



4. if i do go down, what does the girl do while the guy is down there? i mean, if the guy is down there for five minuites, thats a long time just hanging around with a guy on the ground. do girls usually just walk away and leave you there? what if its someplace like the bus stop where they can't?



4. does it make you think different about things? like, after you get kicked by a girl for the first time, do you see girls diferent? the thought of my balls getting booted by a girl andme looking like a clown on tv is messing with my mind now - you think it actually happening will mess with my mind? how so?



thanks for any help. i really can't sleep with it on my mindQuestions for anybody whose ever kicked a guy in the balls or been kicked (i'm buging out about it)?
Lol what a question.



1. I've never gone to the ground.

2. Yes they walk funnily if they walk for maybe 5-10 sec

3. You really can't fake it

4. I think she would be satified already if you go down



Is this btw a joke?Questions for anybody whose ever kicked a guy in the balls or been kicked (i'm buging out about it)?
LMAO!
DUDE YOU CAN'T FAKE IT BECAUSE THE PAIN IF REAL....JUST TAKE IT LIKE A MAN
Lol this question is hilarious. I'll answer the male aspect of it. Yes it is extremely painful, nut just in the area but a little deeper towards your stomach. Makes you want to throw up its so bad. Usually you can fake that it didnt hurt because its more of a deep ache and not instantaneous pain. usually takes a few seconds to really set in but curled up in a ball on the ground is by far the most comfortable place to be. That also links to why guys walk funny afterwards, its not something that goes away quickly.



May not be the smartest idea to pretend it didnt hurt, she might think shes missed and go for another kick. Simple because she sure as hell knows almost no guy would be standing after a decent hit and absolutely zero wouldnt be in pain.
ahahaha I'm sorry this is kind of funny!!



anyway, I once (girl here) kicked a guy in balls really hard, but it was a total accident. I thought I didn't even touch him, and he went down. WAY down. and stayed there for a few minutes. I was apologizing like crazy, so I stood around, I guess. he couldn't move much either and had to sit down a few more minutes. all the other guys in the area flocked to him and started making empathetic and sympathetic noises. then some even turned on me, cause I couldn't stop laughing (guys CARING about other guys??). I felt really bad though.



anyway, I guess it depends how hard she kicks you and how sensetive you are. You probably will go down and not be able to move if she's 100% pissed. depending on what kind of girl she is, she might even kick you while you are down, or just leave. if anything your boyfriends might save you. maybe.



well good luck and hope that helped.
oh man, its pretty rough, it starts outin the ball area hurting like hell, then travels to the stomach, its weird , the bet thing to do is jus turn and walk and find a place to sit down, bc it just stops everyhting, its not the worst pain in the world , but its up there, most of the times one ur hit there once, the person who hit u will stop bc they realize how painful it is, its just something guys will never be able to fully explain to girls, its only a guy thing, Good luck man!
Start wearing a cup and you won't have to worry about it:P



Anyway, whether or not you go down depends upon how hard you are kicked. If it's hard enough, you will go down. A direct kick will be hard enough. You do walk funny, as you do whenever you are in pain. You are trying to keep pressure off the area. How long depends upon how hard. It is painful enough that can't pretend it doesn't hurt.



You'll be down for 30 seconds at most. She could start kicking you while you are down, though. What she will do during that time, I can't tell you. I've never been kicked because I was a jackass like you are, I got hit accidentally.
the pain will go away for a while after being kick.
Go to a karate web page. they know how to tighten the leg muscles near the groin which can act as a barrier.



wear an athletic cup for awhile



yes the pain is insane. your boys will not be the ones screaming either. instead the pain goes upwards into your gut.



defend yourself, hold her still and give her a kiss. tell her this:



';there is a shortage of perfect breasts in the world and I wanted to know the feeling of true perfection';



1/2 that line was stolen from ';The Princess Bride';
I can attest to the fact that the pain associated with a

blow to the testicles,from any source,can be crippling,and

agonizing.However,I have always recovered within about

half an hour.

How do i hook up with a chick at a party?

Before i start let me give you some background information.



I am 16 years old and a sophomore in high school. Im starting to become more confident with talking to girls. In the last month ive been on 2 party buses for birthdays. The first one was fun, it was my first time ever grinding with a girl. I think i did good for my first time. On the second bus i was a lot more confident. I hooked up with this girl but it was too easy. Like she just sat me down and she was giving me a lap dance/making out with me.



That was good but it wasn't really what i expected. Like thats not normally that easy.



So im going to have a party for my birthday very soon. It will either be on a party bus or in a hotel room. Im good with grinding with girls but i dont really know what to do after that.



So say im grinding with a girl but i want to do more what do i do? How do i know if she wants to do more? How do i bring her over to the side? When can i tell if she wants to go over to the side?



If you wish to answer please remember the background info i gave. Thanks for the help.How do i hook up with a chick at a party?
Haha.



It all really depends...



1. What do you mean by hooking up? Hooking up as in sex, or grinding, or making out, or oral? I'm going to assume you mean making out and getting a bj here and there. When you're dancing with them, rest your hands on her thighs and work your way up to her hips. Don't try to unbutton her pants or reveal anything. After a while, turn her around so you guys are dancing face to face. Depending on the girl, you can start to make out with her while you guys are dancing. Then ask her if she wants to go somewhere less crowded. Let me remind you that this technique only works if its VERY CROWDED or if you only want to hook up with ONE GIRL.

If you want to hook up with multiple, then make sure no one sees you hooking up with a girl or else it will probably kill the girls rep and she will never talk to you again...



2. What girls do you want to hook up with? Do you just want to hook up with them or do you wanna actually get to know them more afterwards? If you 'like' a girl (as in gf material) DONT HOOK UP WITH THEM. And be sure not to exploit stories of who you hooked up with...Hooking up with people at parties really is quite easy. Just make sure they don't have a boyfriend and do whatever. Most people who go to parties are willing to have fun.



3. Are you going to invite people that you see often or not often? Are your guy friends going to bring girls with them that you don't really know? If there's girls you don't know and you feel horny and wanna hook up with multiple girls, then go for it. Do whatever you want cause you won't be really seeing them around anyway.



4. Is there going to be alcohol? If there is, the chances of you solely hooking up with a girl is PLENTY HIGH. :D ... er underage drinking is bad...hah





End note: Hooking up with someone really is easy. Just go with the flow, be sure to take a breath mint, and stay safe. :)

Questions for anybody whose ever kicked a guy in the balls or been kicked (i'm buging out about it)?

i pulled a stupid stunt on friday. i grabbed this girls chest when we got off the bus. it was mostly a dare. i ran before she could do anything, and at the time it was all pretty funny. anyway, my sister (who thinks i desrve it) found out that next chance she has, she's kicking me in the balls. not only have i never been kicked in the bals by a girl before, i've enver even been hit there. like, not even fallen on my bike or jumping a fence or anything. i'm really nerve wracked on it - if she realy does it, it'll be the first time i ever been hit in the balls. in one way, i can't immagine anything being as bad as they say it is. so i'm kind of not scared- but real scared that it is that bad. heres my questions:



1. do guys really always go to the ground? why? can it be helped? is it better to go down or to try to fight it? for how long?



2. do guys really walk funny after? why? for how long?



3. i guese what i'm really looking to know is, can you fake it not hurting so she doesn't get any satisfaction from it?



4. if i do go down, what does the girl do while the guy is down there? i mean, if the guy is down there for five minuites, thats a long time just hanging around with a guy on the ground. do girls usually just walk away and leave you there? what if its someplace like the bus stop where they can't?



4. does it make you think different about things? like, after you get kicked by a girl for the first time, do you see girls diferent? the thought of my balls getting booted by a girl andme looking like a clown on tv is messing with my mind now - you think it actually happening will mess with my mind? how so?



thanks for any help. i really can't sleep with it on my mindQuestions for anybody whose ever kicked a guy in the balls or been kicked (i'm buging out about it)?
Oh **** dude you better run!!! my boyfriend was kickin it with his friends and you know how guys play around while anyways he got kicked there and he didn't get off the floor for like 10 min!!!! i got mad and kicked the guy who kicked him and he really never got up lol. But yes it hurts and i dont think you can fake that hurt you got to really feel it to know true pain. I felt really bad for him and wondered if that would effect or kids in the future. i think you go to the ground cause your legs buckle from pain and you will walk funny for awhile. It depends on how hard the kick is to determine that. That really sucks for you. But that's what you kinda get for touching a girls boobs. I would have got you that same day.Questions for anybody whose ever kicked a guy in the balls or been kicked (i'm buging out about it)?
Are you really this concerned about you getting kicked in the balls... I think you need to find a hobby.
Dude you deserve it and I hope it hurts like hell, you will think twice about sexually assaulting a female. HAHAHA!
indirectlly kicked you can cope with it and play it off. kicked hard and direct you could fall down in pain and some cases ';bust a nut'; and have to go to the hospital and possibly lose 50% or more of your baby making ability. try not to get kick in the balls unless u dont want kids.
Hopefully it wont happen but if it does it will be ok. I know it hurts and sometimes kinda feels like your little fellas crawled up inside you and wont ever come back out. But within a few minutes you'd be ok . You wont walk funny. No one will know she did it except the stupid girl who does it. She sounds like a real pain in the ***. Good luck. Just try to stay out of her way and hopefully she'll forget about it.
To kick a man in the genitals is wrong. Yes, what you did is wrong too, but it's not going to ruin her life. Serious problems can happen if you're kicked too hard.



I hope it doesn't happen, and I hope just the fear and worry is enough to teach you to treat girls with respect.



Good luck.
Answers from someone who knows (unfortunately!):



1. yes, you hit the ground - hard! it cannot be helped, it's an involuntary reaction, trust me.



2. yes, you WILL walk funny (bent-over) for a while, depending on how hard you get kicked.



3. you can NOT fake hurting, unless your's are too tiny to find! imagine driving a needle through your ear drum - and then multiply by 10 = kicked hard in the sack.



4. usually the girl will nail you, watch you drop, and walk away leaving you writhing in pain. if they can't leave you, they'll ignore you.



5. DUH!! Learn from your mistakes, dumba$$, and stop giving anyone any reasons to kick you in the first place - you probably deserve it and have it coming from her. Respect goes a long way with women, trust me.
Man, it seems that you've resigned yourself that you're getting kicked in the balls. Go on the defensive, protect yourself! Avoid your sister until she forgets! You don't want to get kicked, and if you know it's coming, just try to block/avoid. It does suck, and the pain travels up into the pit of your stomach (I've been kicked and punched down there- during fight training). Good luck!

Questions for anybody whose ever kicked a guy in the balls or been kicked (i'm buging out about it)?

i pulled a stupid. i grabbed this girls chest when we got off the bus. it was mostly a dare. i ran before she could do anything, and at the time it was all pretty funny. anyway, my sister (who thinks i desrve it) found out that if the girl gets the chance, she's kicking me in the balls. not only have i never been kicked in the bals by a girl before, i've enver even been hit there. like, not even fallen on my bike or jumping a fence or anything. i'm really nerve wracked on it - if she realy does it, it'll be the first time i ever been hit in the balls. in one way, i can't immagine anything being as bad as they say it is. so i'm kind of not scared- but real scared that it is that bad. heres my questions:



1. do guys really always go to the ground? why? can it be helped? is it better to go down or to try to fight it? for how long?



2. do guys really walk funny after? why? for how long?



3. i guese what i'm really looking to know is, can you fake it not hurting so she doesn't get any satisfaction from it?



4. if i do go down, what does the girl do while the guy is down there? i mean, if the guy is down there for five minuites, thats a long time just hanging around with a guy on the ground. do girls usually just walk away and leave you there? what if its someplace like the bus stop where they can't?



4. does it make you think different about things? like, after you get kicked by a girl for the first time, do you see girls diferent? the thought of my balls getting booted by a girl andme looking like a clown on tv is messing with my mind now - you think it actually happening will mess with my mind? how so?



thanks for any help.Questions for anybody whose ever kicked a guy in the balls or been kicked (i'm buging out about it)?
ive done it.

like thrown corners of books into their ';area'; or kicked them with stilletos on... etc. and it even made one guy cry.



you should be scared.

it hurts, bud.Questions for anybody whose ever kicked a guy in the balls or been kicked (i'm buging out about it)?
You so deserve it for disrespecting a female and her body. Be thankful that she doesn't report your actions because believe it or not,you have commited a crime. So take the kick and remember what you have learned from this whole incident.
easy. calm down. after you grabbed her, i guess you didnt stick around long enough to see if she even so much giggled, did you? if she did, she most likely wont be kicking you there. thats a pretty mean thing to do to a guy. i would even call it vicious. sorry to say but from what i hear its pretty painful. you wont look at girls differently...maybe that one for being so mean but i dont think it will mess your mind either, lol.



i think shes just talkin' tough. is there a chance she has a crush on you? thats what it sounds like to me.
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  • Questions for anybody whose ever kicked a guy in the balls or been kicked (i'm buging out about it)?

    i pulled a stupid. i grabbed this girls chest when we got off the bus. it was mostly a dare. i ran before she could do anything, and at the time it was all pretty funny. anyway, my sister (who thinks i desrve it) found out that if the girl gets the chance, she's kicking me in the balls. not only have i never been kicked in the bals by a girl before, i've enver even been hit there. like, not even fallen on my bike or jumping a fence or anything. i'm really nerve wracked on it - if she realy does it, it'll be the first time i ever been hit in the balls. in one way, i can't immagine anything being as bad as they say it is. so i'm kind of not scared- but real scared that it is that bad. heres my questions:



    1. do guys really always go to the ground? why? can it be helped? is it better to go down or to try to fight it? for how long?



    2. do guys really walk funny after? why? for how long?



    3. i guese what i'm really looking to know is, can you fake it not hurting so she doesn't get any satisfaction from it?



    4. if i do go down, what does the girl do while the guy is down there? i mean, if the guy is down there for five minuites, thats a long time just hanging around with a guy on the ground. do girls usually just walk away and leave you there? what if its someplace like the bus stop where they can't?



    4. does it make you think different about things? like, after you get kicked by a girl for the first time, do you see girls diferent? the thought of my balls getting booted by a girl andme looking like a clown on tv is messing with my mind now - you think it actually happening will mess with my mind? how so?



    thanks for any help.Questions for anybody whose ever kicked a guy in the balls or been kicked (i'm buging out about it)?
    ive done it.

    like thrown corners of books into their ';area'; or kicked them with stilletos on... etc. and it even made one guy cry.



    you should be scared.

    it hurts, bud.Questions for anybody whose ever kicked a guy in the balls or been kicked (i'm buging out about it)?
    You so deserve it for disrespecting a female and her body. Be thankful that she doesn't report your actions because believe it or not,you have commited a crime. So take the kick and remember what you have learned from this whole incident.
    easy. calm down. after you grabbed her, i guess you didnt stick around long enough to see if she even so much giggled, did you? if she did, she most likely wont be kicking you there. thats a pretty mean thing to do to a guy. i would even call it vicious. sorry to say but from what i hear its pretty painful. you wont look at girls differently...maybe that one for being so mean but i dont think it will mess your mind either, lol.



    i think shes just talkin' tough. is there a chance she has a crush on you? thats what it sounds like to me.

    Questions for anybody whose ever kicked a guy in the balls or been kicked (i'm buging out about it)?

    i pulled a stupid. i grabbed this girls chest when we got off the bus. it was mostly a dare. i ran before she could do anything, and at the time it was all pretty funny. anyway, my sister (who thinks i desrve it) found out that if the girl gets the chance, she's kicking me in the balls. not only have i never been kicked in the bals by a girl before, i've enver even been hit there. like, not even fallen on my bike or jumping a fence or anything. i'm really nerve wracked on it - if she realy does it, it'll be the first time i ever been hit in the balls. in one way, i can't immagine anything being as bad as they say it is. so i'm kind of not scared- but real scared that it is that bad. heres my questions:



    1. do guys really always go to the ground? why? can it be helped? is it better to go down or to try to fight it? for how long?



    2. do guys really walk funny after? why? for how long?



    3. i guese what i'm really looking to know is, can you fake it not hurting so she doesn't get any satisfaction from it?



    4. if i do go down, what does the girl do while the guy is down there? i mean, if the guy is down there for five minuites, thats a long time just hanging around with a guy on the ground. do girls usually just walk away and leave you there? what if its someplace like the bus stop where they can't?



    4. does it make you think different about things? like, after you get kicked by a girl for the first time, do you see girls diferent? the thought of my balls getting booted by a girl andme looking like a clown on tv is messing with my mind now - you think it actually happening will mess with my mind? how so?



    thanks for any help.Questions for anybody whose ever kicked a guy in the balls or been kicked (i'm buging out about it)?
    I don't know about all of your answers but I think you deserve it, if that was a dare or not you had no right to do that so you deserve that plus more. I would have kicked you in the balls before you even made a comment about it. good luck have fun crying like a baby.Questions for anybody whose ever kicked a guy in the balls or been kicked (i'm buging out about it)?
    how old are you dude? but besides that, dont worry about it. most of the time they hit the wrong spot where it hurts the most.
    One easy way to find out is to let me kick you in the nuts. I'll do it.
    You'll never fake the no pain thing because the pain is what makes you drop to the ground. Keep 'em covered dude or you're in for one really unforgettable first time. Despite the fact that what you did to her was very very wrong, nothing except self defense warrants anyone kicking someone in the wobbly bits....nothing.
    bro......yes, if she hits you hard enough, you'll go down





    it'll feel like she just grabbed them and shoved them up your stomach and to your throat.....I can be bad to the point that you feel you'll throw up.....I never have, but ive seen it happen.....



    its nothing long term....it'll last about 2-3 minutes....similar to the feeling of getting the wind knocked out of you but a little worse and lasts a little longer..





    She cant damage them, if your worried...the way the ';sack'; is made prevents them from being affected....









    Hope it all goes well bro...........your in for a ';good-time'; if it happens %26lt;------------sarcasm
    wot a waste of space you are your parents should have born a human instead of a ,,,,,,,,PRAT
    Your oyster's will be in your throat. You will most likely vomit. She will laugh and they will most likely be sore for about 2 days and NO, you can't kick her in the crotch. Keep your hands to yourself.



    PS: Invest in a cup.